Ramblings of a post apocalyptic digital imprint.

My partner’s thoughts in these troubled times

Confessions of an Urban Shaman

Zen’s am exuberance is always a pleasure even when I’m bone tired. But I’m thankful for it.

I pulled up Flipboard while walking her, saw the various stories about the injustice in Cleveland and as usual a flood of sadness and pain fills me.

In so many ways I was blessed in 2015. Our home birth experience was a joyful moment in my life. Spending time solidifying my relationship with my soon to be. …watching our five children grow.
My job still sucks balls. I still get paid peanuts. But even that could not shake my faith in a brighter tomorrow.

Yet, I’ve been hiding a deep depression.

The constant death and madness has heightened my awareness of my surroundings. I have a hard time relaxing. I’ve alienated myself further from coworkers. Mistrust abounds.
What turns a man. …
I remain optimistic.
One of my favorite master teachers has asked…

View original post 196 more words


Tell me what ya Think

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s